Just wanted to check in to say I'm not dead. I never normally die.
I feel too exhausted to write a full entry now but I promise I will write a very long one soon.
Main points in my life right now that I will soon go into detail about:
I have epilepsy. I have seizures all the time. They randomly started in November last year.
I lost my job I fucking loved at the library. Basically because of the seizures.
I've had a few situations with boys that have later friendzoned me.
One of them didn't friendzone me after having sex with me and we've been in a relationship for almost 2 months now.
I am getting increasingly more paranoid that he won't want to be with me for much longer.
My depression is fucking awful.
I'm one month away from my first full year without cutting myself.
I can't find a job.
Everything is just shit, basically.
I think that's the gist of it.
I'll explain everything soon.
But I'm alive.
1:14 a.m. - Wednesday, May. 08, 2019